Today, there has been no call. The police have told me that there is nothing they can do. They have no reason to believe she's being held against her will and have no identifying information as to what the situation is. I was told point blank, "I am powerless"
This will be done by midnight. EIther I will have information or I won't .
I have sent a letter to "SysAIM" it was neither easy to write or have sent. It talks about all the holes in all the information I have. All the misgivings, and all the things not being done to change a purportedly bad situation. I do this under the considered advice of about 5 trusted friends. For better or worse, if I've heard nothing by midnight. I will go to bed. When I wake up, I wil no longer have any blood relatives left.
It hurts, it burns, but the situation is out of control, and I'm merely helping my mother destroy me by playing along with this game of hers. She may even tell my sister that I abandoned her. I'm pleased that at least i'll have a public record that said i tried. And if what I've gone thru isn't good enough, then maybe I deserve to be without blood relations.
I can't keep doing this. I'm getting to be in a bad state. And it's only going to ruin me at this rate.
( This is the letter I had sent to dayCollapse )