Bills for wedding foo (on top of many other bills) all circulating around. We have movers showing up with furniture and relatives making it into town assuming flights go okay. I have software to ship and more wedding rehearsals to do.
In a word... Aiiigh
Time to take a breath.
I've actually managed to keep it all under control. In the past 5 years I have finally transformed myself into a reliable, responsible human being. I realize there are people who could read this who would roll their eyes or worse try to dredge up the past.
I've done some uber-dumb things in my past and really had to pay the price on several of them. Some things I still am. But in short I've improved, and I've done so on the inside where it really counts the most.
Now I get to start fixing the harder stuff. Dealing with my weight seriously, dealing with my glasses are mostly unusable, getting a wardrobe that consists of more than 4 pairs of the same slacks that I rotate in a near einsteinian manner.
Yes folks, the hormone treatment (self analysis, self motivation, internal behavioral work) has begun to take form.
I announce to the media and come out publicly that I consider myself a:
Hmmn, do I start an eSupportGroup?