July 22nd, 2002

Andrei in the office

She... (free form poetry)

She... wants me to call to keep up, but she only wants me as a resource.
She... wants me to see she's an adult, but she still wants to depend on me in times of need.
She... wants me to see her on her own, but she will not take the first steps
She... wants me to provide the answers, bur she doesn't want me to ask the questions
She... wants me to succeed on my own, but she wants me to pay for her needs
She... wants me to remember her fondly, but wants her memories back
She... wants me to know that we're not friends, but wants me to help her life crises
She... wants me to be who I am, but she wants to help me change
She... wants me to think her not flakey, but she keeps one in 15 meetings
She... wants me to hear her problems, but she doesn't want to tell me them

She wants alot of me...I wonder what I am allowed to want of her?



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This is not representative of any single person I know. It's more flashes that I've gone thru.

Just the ramblings that come forth when I'm tired and bored at work.
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