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3 weeks ago a woman made me cry.
Oh, make no mistake... This is nothing new.

She has an incredible way with words that will get me every time. She has been rude to me. She has been brusque with me. She's trying to intervene in my life and my relationships. She's dragged me out of the house in the middle of the night with obscenely inappropriate demands. It's impressive that she hasn't gotten me arrested by now.

And over 20 years... I'd let her do it all again and even moreso. Because everything in my life she has done with me, for me, or even to me... has enriched my life.

I am a better person than I would ever be if it weren't for you.

My life, my gratitude, and some of the deepest love I can have for a person goes out to you this day.

And as per my promise... I have that view, and two rocking chairs. And we're both sufficiently on our way to those grandchildren.

Happiest of Birthdays, [info]fiannaharpar

Counting the years that pass in our lives is so much more blessed because counting them means you've been in my life that much more.

And if you want to know how she made me cry... )

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I love my spouse
A quick story explaining yet another reason why I am so happily in love with [info]jnanacandra...

For those few that don't know H has hearing aids. Over the years I've developed an international Andrei sign language system. It is not really grounded in any form of formal sign language beyond maybe years of pantomime.

I've gotten very good at conveying concepts and topics. For example this morning I successfully conveyed:

"You know, I realize the baby is still asleep, but as soon as you turn on the shower, he's going to wake up. Don't worry, I'll watch him."

None of this was voiced, only Andrei-signed. And I can assure you, she understood.

Granted, my signing has gotten complex enough that I often go into non-sensical but realistic looking signs. Today, I went into a sign after the above concept. H looked at me, nodded, swung her hips around and did a dance move that could only be described as a sideways froog. I gave her a thumbs up.

She'd countered my non-sensical mime with some of her own... And we'd agreed on our non-communication.

That was awesome. She hugged me and went off to the shower.

She is so muchly with the awesome :)

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I can has 3 yrs of hapines!
About 4 years ago I took a knee for [info]jnanacandra.

Happily she said yes. And a year later we were married. Today it has been 3 happy years.

YAY!!!!!

I guess she's not bored with me yet.

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What is polyamoury?
Looking at your baby son, while talking to your loved ones and realizing that you couldn't trade any one for another because you care too deeply for all of them.

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OTO is still Agape!
I posted this back in December and am still happy with it. Feel free to take for use (with credit and links)

Opinions welcome

The banner:


the code... )

the symbols... )

Please feel free to use this on your LJ or anywhere else for that matter. If you do, I please ask you to leave your comments here. Thanks.

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OTO is Agape!
Seeing how it has been a running trend I thought I would make one as well.

The banner:


The code:
<div align="center"><a href="http://lordandrei.livejournal.com/407946.html"><img src="http://www.apolo.net/images/OIA/OIA.jpg" border="0" alt="OTO is Agape" /></a><br /><a href="http://lordandrei.livejournal.com/407946.html">OTO is agape.</a></div>


The symbols:
Red - OTO Lamen
Orange - Rose Cross
Yellow - Liber Oz
Green - Stele of Revealing
Blue - Star of Babalon
Purple - Tree of Life


Please feel free to use this on your LJ or anywhere else for that matter. If you do, I please ask you to leave your comments here. Thanks.

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A word or two about [info]jnanacandra
I have just lumbered back into the bed room.I'd say I am up from 20% to about 50%. That which has me still down is congestion that is slowly breaking up and some of the worst muscle aches I have ever had while sick.

Now, I've had sore muscles on occasion while ill, but this is entirely new. The small of my back is entirely on fire and locked up. It's as if I've pulled a muscle entirely and sent it off to be abused somewhere.

[info]jnanacandra has been treating me like a prince this week. And I really need to comment about how incredible this is. We have movers arriving in 8 days. Not 2 weeks, not 10 days, but 8. The last 3 days have been an utter loss to me. Most of the time I have been immobile in bed. The spasm-ing in my back has left me grumpy and irritable. Right now I am typing during one of those pauses in pain where it's only a throbbing annoyance in my back rather than an oil based fire.

Earlier I asked [info]jnanacandra if she could run for some more drugs and cough drops. I also suggested we need food. I really didn't eat much yesterday at all. Well, until she cooked dinner. (And it was awesome)

She came back from the store, with drugs, cough drops, sandwich fixin's and a cream soda that I really like. (No, [info]chite not Dr. Brown's ;) She's also been working on the house non-stop while I've been laid up. Again, it's just entirely awesome.

Many times this week have I blessed my good fortune for having done enough good deeds to deserve having someone like her in my life. I love her very much. And I just felt like making it firmly known to any and all. :)

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My love is a geek!!!! And I am happy
Conversation snippet:

[info]jnanacandra: I don't do the getting-to-know-you thing very well online (with you being the exception)
[info]lordandrei: I am often referred to as an exception
[info]jnanacandra: you're a little big to throw easily, though
[info]jnanacandra: (*rimshot*)


Most of you won't get this. *heeheehee* Tough :)

In the words of Alexis Denisof shortly after his marriage to Alyson Hannigan:
"She's mine! MWA HA HA! HAHAHAHAHAHAH!"

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Awwwww
From the Pages of Sluggy Freelance

Someone proposed on the site :)

Awwwwwwww

:)

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Memetime: I know I am... but wat are you
Lifted from the ever shadey [info]shadesong
who am I? 24601! )

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Beltane/Horned God
Last night Blue Horizon Oasis hosted a Horned God ritual. I am not really going to go into what Beltane is. There is more than enough information online :)

A wonderfully joyous ritual was celebrated to invoke the spring and Pan, and all things fertile. Incredible kudos to the work of Soror S. for all the work she did to pull the chaotic event together. Of course [info]elqahar did an absolutely stunning job of bringing in the Pan-aic energies. Even if we invoked more than we bargained for.

The highlight of the evening for me was an authentic maypole. We bound two of the brethren to the maypole and entiwined them within it in the hopes that they would be blessed with fertility.

Picture behind the cut :)

The happy couple bound.... )

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MEMEtime: I guess at this point I should try to feign surprise
You scored as Hedonism. Your life is guided by the principles of Hedonism: You believe that pleasure is a great, or the greatest, good; and you try to enjoy life’s pleasures as much as you can.

“Eat, drink, and be merry, for tomorrow we die!”

More info at Arocoun's Wikipedia User Page...

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Hedonism
100%
Existentialism
80%
Strong Egoism
60%
Utilitarianism
55%
Justice (Fairness)
45%
Divine Command
35%
Kantianism
30%
Nihilism
25%
Apathy
25%

What philosophy do you follow? (v1.03)
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Edit: I really hate MEMEs with bad formatting.

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